Strifegirl's Journal

Hi there fellows!! :D

Long time no see XD 

I haven't been around LiveJournal in a while and is mostly because I'm working n___nU but I'll try to post something once in while to update thing in here :3

Today's is mother's day :3 so I want to congratulate all the mothers out there!! :D I hope you had a great time with your love ones :) and remember to treat you mommy with love and respect :3

Hi everyone! It's me again. Many of my subscribers on YouTube have been asking me where they can download ZILCH 1, 2 and 3 o.o but frankly... I've forgot about link n_nU 

so...  u.u
I opened an account on Mediafire so they can download them from there :3 

here are the links ^^



http://www.mediafire.com/?z7qvt5zt8eyvfn0




http://www.mediafire.com/?utyx80cbvy1307z



http://www.mediafire.com/?l3tmbw1vnb61sc9


Just for the record... I don't own ZILCH u.u all rights goes to fujiwara beni 

enjoy! :3

For those of you who are currently unaware, DeviantART will be shutting down on the 18th in protest against SOPA and PIPA. A massive internet shutdown will happen as many sites: Facebook, Google, Tumblr, Twitter, Wikipedia, and SO MANY MORE go black in their protest to uphold our right of free speech!

deviantArt will be closed from 8 AM - 8 PM EST

Supposedly, this shut down is just for the 18th. Let's certainly hope so.



What is SOPA and PIPA??

Stopping Online Piracy Act (SOPA) and Protect IP Act (PIPA) are probably two of the most unpopular legislative initiatives promoted by the U.S. law in recent years. Both rules seek to aggressively combat the unauthorized distribution of copyrighted material through the network of networks.

What the rule is intended to prevent access to pages that provide content downloads retired pirate servers, censorship of search engines and forcing Internet providers to block for Internet users.

The distribution of illegal copies will also be punished and will restrict access to pages that contain productions protected by copyright.

yay!! I finally have the color I want!! :D I even made a cosplay of Cissnei thanks to my hair color XD I'm so proud and happy >w< now all I need to do is work out a bit to lose some weight ;D and look more pretty -w- 

Whoo hooo!! My motivation is back!! :D

so anyway this is the new me on my Cissnei Cosplay ;D

Man, why am I so worried about everything? Why do I feel that I won't be able to make it? Why am I so scared? o.o
Seeing all of the people that I know are now moving on with their lives is making me feel so bad for myself cause they have what I still don't =__= I know this may sound a little bit emo XD (who am I kidding, it is emo! D:) but I really really need to feel that I'm capable of doing what I'm supposed to do, to feel less insecured... 

I'm really sorry that I have to put this things in here but I really don't have anyone else to talk things out... -__- why? o.O cause I don't trust ppl anymore D: 
and the truth is... "You're the best friend of all when you have something they need" D: and that's why I don't trust myself with anyone... :(  Is that Philophobia? XD

anyway... I hope I can get throught this soon cause "I hate being alone in the house too long, makes you think a lot" =__=

I don't understand why my so called "friends" (at least I think they are my friends u.u) don't take me seriously... I hate that!! >:O 
They're always mocking me or joking around with my stuff as if I'm some kind of a clown... seriously WHAT THE FUCK!

 I really don't mind jokes... but seriously... enough already ¬¬ it's making me sick >__< 
They joke around, they mock me, they piss me off... but when it comes to asking a favor... dear Melichan is always there right? Well you know what? FUCK YOU!! I've had enought of this shit!!!  GOD!!! aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgh!! This is so stuuuupid!! 

and on top of that... they judge me. Yeah, can you believe it? They fucking judge me just because of what I like and what I don't D:
I mean, come on!! everyone haves their likes and dislikes right? so what if I don't like stupid shit like others do?? D: is my life and I don't give a crap what people think about my stuff... I am not going to change just because of bunch of stupid guys who think their lifes are much better than mine ¬¬

end of line!

phew.... anyway... I just wanted to let that out u___u sorry for the cursing X__X but I'm feeling a little stressed out right now... =___=

toodles! ;P

Is it just me or Lancer looks a lot like Zack D:

I've just found out that the Clerith fans aka CloudxAerith shippers have a day for Clerith D:

I mean... come on!! XDD hahahaha XDD
Seriously, I am never going to understand the Clerith shippers =__= 
I can't deny that he actually did felt something for the flower girl u.u but what do they want Cloud to do now? Sit around and mope about Aerith for the rest of his life? D: lol XD not gonna work uwu
Aerith is only a memory now and Tifa is his future now ;3 deal with it! XDDD

Forgiveness - Ch.5 by ~Strifegirl on deviantART